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silence
01:59
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(3x)
We hear all the silence
You are where the vibe is
Make worth of all the cryin
Leaving what was dying
All my moments make sense
You were there before I m ade cents
I’ll love you till I’m broken
Least that’s what the folk says
You stopped all of my violence
Thinking what contrived is
About where does our time sit
With us in the death pit
We hear all the silence
You are where the vibe is
Make worth of all the cryin
Leaving what was dying
You are where the vibe is
We hear all the silence
Leaving what was dying
Make worth of all the cryin
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2. |
i miss my friends
01:28
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I Miss My Friends
Even, The Ones I Haven't Met
Wish for a beginning, Not an end
It’s time, I’m not allowed to spend
When I’m dead
I will have all my regrets
It’s said
That your fears might just turn red
I Miss My Friends
I Miss My Friends
The Ones I Haven't Met
Wish for a beginning Not an end
It’s time, I’m not allowed to spend
When I’m dead
I will have all my regrets
It’s said
That your fears might just turn red
I Miss My Friends
I Miss My Friends
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3. |
cotton candy sky
02:17
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4. |
midnight melody
03:20
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No amount of words to say, Will ever calm my brain, Wish I could stop, refrain,
Stop this cycle, this pain, feel so lame, not tame, no way, i wish for a kiss, for a list of reasons, to say stain, while you're away, today, tomorrow, and next week, makes me feel weak, so please, just be, ok,
you are my muse, literally, when you're the source, fictionality, when I'm not good, instability, when you're not good, instant empathy, when we're a wreck, it feels like eternity, when we're both good, we're living happily.
wish happily meant,
happy together
in the same room
But for right now I'm spent
not in close view
it sickens me
just wanna be
Where you are
Why can't I see You for no fees
Can I at least Not be so far Apart,
We are,
Not in the same space only one
place That I wanna drive this
race It is the
chase Of happiness That is the way I lavish it Not mentally
revegging Just lyrically
lashing it
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5. |
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no lyrics lol
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6. |
floating
02:14
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How do you explain
How to tell the bad from pain
How do you...feel?
When you don’t you know how to seal
The deal in your brain
How do you explain
The way you see your...frame
Of your mind, a beast untamed
In the rain it may seem bleak
Since you never seek
we all feel...weak
sadness in our brain it reeks
Of the leak to change
We are always in range
To chose the fight...today
always look up the cavern of pain
How do you explain
How to tell the bad from pain
How do you...feel?
When you don’t you know how to seal
The deal in your brain
How do you explain
The way you see your...frame
Of your mind, a beast untamed
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7. |
thanatophobia
03:13
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There are two times in this life
Where I thought my wife would die
Same person from Last Valentine
Both times I questioned why
Making me so blind
To the struggle that keeps us by our sides
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Last time I mentioned you
Was betwixt, us two
Now it’s thrown me all aloof
Mental bending like a toon
I wanna see it through
But the pain had now got ahold of you too
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First time I thought you dead
Was from a text I met
From your father saying you crashed your car and made a dent
Laying on the floor
For an hour or more
I thought this would be the end of our lore
I had a sigh of relief
When you made me believe
That you were consciously ok with your hospital leave
I thought that was the end
Of my beloved friend
Healed from her concussion later we were wed
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The second time
Forever you would lie
Was the injury with your side
Mind spinning at the phone call I got
You told me you were ok
but I knew you were not
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Not even married for a year
yet the storm knocked
Drove you to 2 different hospitals
With no luck
On the third I dropped you off
I felt stuck
Sitting in a freezing car
Worse case struck
Thankfully
After waiting in the cold
I got a text from you
That left me sold
You were ok
Felt like I found gold
The love of my life
Was alive, no more dice to roll
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8. |
the end
02:00
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Made a conclusion
Speak lucid
All my bruises
Will maybe ensue this
An ending so true it
feels stupid
What the truth is
Being ruthless
Need more self-love
Pain isn’t enough
Going through stuff
Occasionally tough
Happy is a must
Not like old rust
A feeling of trust
Within us
Made a conclusion
Speak lucid
All my bruises
Will maybe ensue this
An ending so true it
feels stupid
What the truth is
Being ruthless
Need more self-love
Pain isn’t enough
Going through stuff
Occasionally tough
Happy is a must
Not like old rust
A feeling of trust
Within us
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