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thanatophobia

from cotton candy sky by iLLibOi

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There are two times in this life
Where I thought my wife would die
Same person from Last Valentine

Both times I questioned why
Making me so blind
To the struggle that keeps us by our sides

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Last time I mentioned you
Was betwixt, us two
Now it’s thrown me all aloof

Mental bending like a toon
I wanna see it through
But the pain had now got ahold of you too

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First time I thought you dead
Was from a text I met
From your father saying you crashed your car and made a dent

Laying on the floor
For an hour or more
I thought this would be the end of our lore

I had a sigh of relief
When you made me believe
That you were consciously ok with your hospital leave

I thought that was the end
Of my beloved friend
Healed from her concussion later we were wed

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The second time
Forever you would lie
Was the injury with your side

Mind spinning at the phone call I got
You told me you were ok
but I knew you were not

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Not even married for a year
yet the storm knocked
Drove you to 2 different hospitals
With no luck
On the third I dropped you off
I felt stuck
Sitting in a freezing car
Worse case struck

Thankfully
After waiting in the cold
I got a text from you
That left me sold
You were ok
Felt like I found gold
The love of my life
Was alive, no more dice to roll

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from cotton candy sky, released April 20, 2022

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