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Monachopsis

from Nebula by iLLibOi

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Loneliest feeling, one can experience, tough to explain, almost delirious, you are still here, mind says your not, eyes are correct, my heart just rots, my brain is aware of the clock, of time, memories I never try to block, I watch your mouth move, but no words i detect, breathing them out, i am a reck, feel like a mech, heartless robot on a deck, of space, a waste, of your possible hours, should I give her flowers, or give her more power, should I just cower, or should I just wow her, again, tough to explain, all of my pain, so hopefully telling you will make one go away, at least for today, my brain likes a button called reply, this info you’re hearing I relay, to not many others, If it’s here I’ll uncover, and hopefully the word spreads, not that I’m human, but rather vice versa, not gonna curse ya, that is for lucifer, the one that wants me to lose her, the one that called me a loser, the one who will end up the loser, too late I already choose her, in fact I chose her...past tense, I’ve already made up my mind, and I’m no quitter, who cares about feelings, rather have a strong bond, and someone I trust, rather then turning into lust, don’t build your foundations on sand, but rather in the skyward land.

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from Nebula, released January 18, 2019

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iLLibOi Broken Bow, Oklahoma

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